Sunday, October 14, 2012

Well, it is 11:44 on a Sunday evening.  The family is all asleep.  I am writing this as a journal entry because I am here, at my desktop, where a spend a majority of my time.  I am relatively certain that not many other folk will come upon this, so I speak openly and freely, to myself.  Tomorrow is dance class at 10 am with my 4 year old.  She is very excited.  In getting her bag ready, with tap / ballet shoes, I had to get my digital camera and take a photo.  You see, I feel as though it is all moving too fast for me. I find myself wanting to document every single thing in my childrens life because it is all happening so quickly.  My oldest will be starting college the year after next (he's a JR in high school) and my 9 year old is already a little man, himself.  The youngest (girl) is my baby....and, I just turned 47 in July.  So, slow down, would you time?  I want to have something to look forward to.  Aging is so hard. I don't want to have any encumbrances, yet I feel them coming on.  I want to be alive to see all of my children married with children.  I want to be 100+...that is my goal!  Just a journal entry, but, ah, so much more.  I need an extension.  A life extension.  I love my family and everything we do together.  So, then, it's up to me.  Lose some weight and get healthy. Go to the doctor often, and exercise.  The rest is in His hands. Enjoy each day to the fullest and TRY not to worry about the future. This is a promise to myself....